Overthinking is often a sign that your intuition is trying to warn you, of something, but it cannot point a finger, yet.

My overthinking process was always right.

The brain / body / soul picks up the danger when it alarms you; but it cannot name it.

The brain loves unfinished stories.

They age like wine.

But the older you get, the easier it gets to just simply forget about them.

I admit getting older was more fun than anyone told me.

I wish I was older, back when I was surrounded by, you know, insufficient idiots. None of those pathetic thugs were worth any attention.

But then, you are younger, and you have more trust in people.

The unknown can be very powerful.

“Life is short, Miss Bennet; everything turns to dust, in the end. We might as well experience some joy before that happens.”

Mr. Ryder, The Other Bennet Sister.

Brains are strange little nighttime screenwriters.

One month, psychological horror; the next month, “what if everyone behaved normally for once?”

“See how monstrous and terrifying they were, that she sought refuge in that man.”

“Maybe, just maybe, it was the science?”

“That may be true as well. But the cruelty of those monsters, and the merciless nature of that environment, was also a major factor.”

Human beings invented “joking questions” specifically to survive emotional vulnerability without exploding into dust like Victorian poets.

Was watching the new American tv shows, with family.

Frankly, we just didn’t, like, it. None of us.

It has gone worse.

they see all these British, Irish, South African, Aussie, and Kiwi shows, and still make these.

You’re killing me, was the new tv show. Couldn’t go beyond 20 minutes. Less, even.

Canadians are not making decent ones, either.

Late 20s:

“What could my life become?”

Late 30s:

“What actually deserves my energy?”

So instead of:

“I can do everything.”

It becomes:

“What is actually worth the cost?”

That’s the selectivity.

Not weakness.
Efficiency.

Like the nervous system stops funding useless projects.

I see more and more people moving from Canada, to here.

It must be a huge cultural change.

Moving from anywhere to anywhere is huge.

I think Canada is facing a bigger crisis, by far.

Moving is never easy. At best, it is shock in multiple levels.